Msc Tourism starting soon

I have been working for around 2months plus when suddenly there are a group chat from a friend asking if I want to do my masters there will be a grant by university.
How often does such offers come anyway?
Really rare...
I was so interested and hence my journey to it shall be starting.
It will be my research on rural areas that's connected and how tourism makes an impact on it.
I have not been able to do much research yet but truly this journey would start soon,
it would be a very interesting journey and so much to learn as i embark on this journey,
do stay tune for updates as I travel and when my proposal is ready,
it will be the beginning of it.
I pray hard that I will do well for this research.

A trampoline deal

Saw some mommies selling off their trampolines and then I saw one offer a real good deal.
Unfortunately it was way too big for our petite garden, the fact that we now have
a fish pond,duck cage,chicken +birds coop.
I wonder whats a good age for children to start jumping on a trampoline though?
I need a big land with space for him to run free...ahhaha...does it sound like a dream house?
The house need not be large..I'd rather a house which has just enough space but a big yard with a lot of things to do outdoor apart from the mosquitoes.
A pool would be nice but it has to be kinda enclosed.
Dream on Uracca!
but dreams do come true that's true!

producing less milk

Resumed work about a month now.
I like my job a lot putting packages together and marketing it.
It is very interesting , I guess I am one of the lucky ones who love what they do!
However knowing my son still wants milk and I am not producing as much, I pity him.
At night he latches on but not much left, I bring home about 7oz a day now :(
I think I make maybe 15oz If I am lucky throughout the day.
Geez thats little and my baby is only 13months, he doesn't want any formula or fresh milk.
Only mummy's milk.
It's so cute how he can point and say nenen now.
I never refer it to nenen but always milk milk.
I hope i can sustain to produce milk for him until he's 2years old....thats 10months plus from now :S
Got to keep expressing!
#breastfeeding #mummies #waytogo

investments

Investments is an important part in life.
It is important to have savings and without savings means hard to sustain the future inflation.
However pick your right investment. I purchased gold and in bar form, it is such a waste i feel because now the price has dropped. Whats worse there's a fee or certain percentage drop to sell it off.
I think the best and safest investment is still mutual funds.
People always disagree due to China funds that are not doing well but look at the big picture other than China funds are there anything else that made big losses?
Shares can be good but you really need to know your market and keep yourself up to date.
However with the existing Public mutual funds that contributes over 41% of the bursa Malaysia it definitely is doing well.
Need more info on Public Mutual checkout their website and to make an investment please get an agent that will service you instead of one that will be MIA after selling you the fund.

moving on w life

Sometimes you think back n say no i wont do that and it happened.
You think things would change but it didn't.
After many years still all the shit but what the hell?
That's life! There's always going to be competition wherever you go. That's just coz u've probably have the best or just can't let it go.
You find new things and become more stable. It's a new way of life.
About my smoothie journey....hmmm
i need to go get some fruits to make it happen..
but lil one isn't going to wake up just yet.
maybe because today mummy's around when i'm sleeping!

I've got an obsession and its my son. He's my everything.
Thank you yyg for being with me and having baby #benyamin. He's our light bulb this cheeky one.
Speaking of him he's away....off to get my fruits in minutes

selection of speech

Sometimes when you speak you hurt someone but depends on  what you say.
The truth sometimes hurts but then again is there a right or wrong thing to say?
I wish there was a guideline. Often i say the wrong things? Stresses  me out. Cannot like this like that.
Then what? Living with heaps of restrictions make it hard to live freely. It is said that in Malaysia we are a 2nd class country also because we cannot speak freely and media are not allowed to publish too exposed news but arent ppl suppose to know the truth??
Take a chill pill. Peace out gòod night. Love watching my lil fella at bedtime

Please help fund lil Ethan

Everyone out there who wants to help street children,
stop poverty and make changes in peoples lives.
Please help fund little Ethan as he and his mom is going on a mission trip
Do read more on this link  http://www.gofundme.com/9jhozc
Both his parents have been doing mission trips and have helped many people out there.
Ethan can go on a mission trip also because he is home schooled.
Make a change today.
Help people in need by just contributing a small amount of fund.
Change life's take a step make your move.

New blender to have a Banana Smoothie & pumpkin soup

So finally got a blender..
I had faith in this brand Butterfly only because mum said they were a very famous brand back in those days
because of their stove.
It's a actually a Singaporean Pte Ltd company.
The blender works great

Butterfly B591

It is the cheapest blender with a stainless steel metal piece to churn the blades. RM470 on lazada.

It blends ice and nuts perfectly.

I made pumpkin soup with a mixture of 

half a large pumpkin

2 large carrots

a can of chick pea

about 4glasses of milk

some water

It's a vegetarian meal.

It was so creamy and delicious...I blended everything then boiled it .It was still lumpy hence reblend after boiling it became perfect. Flavour can be improved and in salt to your taste bud.

The other thing i made was banana smoothie

This never taste better than any other store outside.

I had 6bananas

3glasses of milk

3 oreo biscuits

and ice

wow it was like ice cream super yummy.

Whats best? It was like baby food. My 13month old loved it . He kept opening his mouth without me having to ask and he just stood on the spot. This boy of mine doesn't normally sit still during meal times.

Resuming work after being a mommy

Being a mom and now into the workforce isn't easy.
You have to learn to juggle between time and baby.
Baby needs to adapt too.
Thank god he's already 1year old now.
After his 1st birthday, I resume work 2weeks later.
This was quite a shock to #Babybenyamin in the beginning
but he go the hang of it I guess.
Work is interesting a lot to explore after being out of the workforce certainly has more to findout.
I hope that my milk production will be sufficient for my baby until he turns 2.
Thats almost a year from now.
I dont think it's impossible as he still drinks alot.

Becoming a mother

Motherhood are some one special.
It is always said When you became a mother you will understand.
Now its true...it changes your life.
The hardship of era ini goes to the child's future.
I have always loved children and want to work with them.
Having my own from the day I conceived I couldn't wait to meet my lilone.
He is our joy and definitely some one i look forward to seeing each day.
I want to setup a playschool for toddlers and also some where babies can be placed not only to eat and sleep but also where They would be entertained.
Every child deserves be treated with excitement and joy.
With the help of an old time friend,this seems more possible.
She graduated from London in early childhood education and runs childcare plus kindergarten in Johor Bahru. 20 over tears of experience is great knowledge earn.
Hopefully this plan in Muar would be commencing soon.
I want to work on This Even more with the existence of my #lilbub

37 weeks with all the baggage

I would say my pregnancy is pretty smooth.
Although there was some complications in the first 3months,
But I m so stress being home.
To stay home n face my grandparents everyday,
1forgets and has weak legs,
The other is pure irritating and ignorant.
I want to have. Normal life where I can speak to my parents normally without their attention half way onto my grandfather.
Both of them are busy,so busy and still have to attend to all other things..
I may sound selfish but wasting and seeing our life pass by doing nothing?
So I guess doesn't mean that people who have everything are always contented or happy?
Expecting my child soon and I just feel so exhausted but if I do not help to lookout,
My parents will...I can't stay with my husband because he is always on the run,
Sad huh?
I guess I choose this way and life, but everytime we meet I feel really happy like nothing matters anymore and even my baby jumps n kicks with excitement.
So much in my head yet it's inappropriate to express everything here,
Shall keep it and find a way to let it go..
God please guide me to being a better granddaughter ,daughter and even a wife.
I don't know what to do, I do not want to let this feeling harm my lil one.

What lies beneath

A life one goes through is unpredictable, there's no such things as a perfect person...
As nice a person can be there ought to be someone that person annoys.
People change for the better, I do not believe in an overnight change nor believe in changing due to what people say, unless of course it's relevant.
This past months wasn't easy for me especially,so much in my head.
Husband being far away, it's sad.
Thank god I have my family and to be living in a comfortable home.
However I don't think I live a normal life, grandparents lives with us.
It was full on attention once again since the maid left..
 If I ignore then my own mother would have to take the burden full on..
But sometimes I just come to a stage,don't care,go to bed.
Why is it seem so hard? Grandpa with dementia, hopefully grandmother will be better n play along.
I know I will work hard to have my own place to live one day,
How I wish husband has more time for me..
I feel lonely at times and don't know who to talk to.
Parents are there but it's so different.
I hope to give my child the best...
And some peace hopefully,
Allah please be with me and guide me in everything I do.
I want to do it well for my husband,child and family.

busybody, spy and just can't let it go

Life is about learning and moving on, when it's over.
It's not like you have to fret and tell the world about it...
Let it go and move on.
I live my life the way I want,who are you to say that it's all tied up?
Islam is a nice religion so are others but I choose to be a muslim,
why do people have to have a problem with that?
What do you mean no freedom?
life is about choices and how you want it to be,
so being  a christian,buddhist,taoism or what so ever has the freedom? to do what????????
Drinking alcohol? eating pork?
The contain of pork's bacteria never dies even when it's cooked in water at a 100 degrees so is that good?
Alcohol, really good? It is just doing bad to our bodies and killing your liver.
There's a reason why Islam forbid all these.
I don't see a bad to it.
And to pray 5times? it's to remind you that god exist ,to do good and a moment a few days a day to clear your head and it helps you stretch as well.
I am happy with my life, if u're not with yours don't say that mine is not...find your life and way to live.
Stop speaking of others when you yourself don't know what you're doing and always uncertain of things.
Make up your mind and live happily coz we live only once in a lifetime.

Feeling more challenged

I feel more challenged as time passes by with the amount of things needed to be done,really it is not easy.
I think of more than a person now,
it's to fit the situation of my lil one soon.
I hope all goes well and whatever decision I make is not too difficult for the future.
I have a pair of hands like others, it's about what I want and how I can do it.
What's going to be good?
What type of achievements am I aiming for?
It's hard to judge from not starting anything,
the next thing I want to do is start sewing small things
because it makes me happy :)

Fortunate

I went for lunch, as usual mostly by myself.
However today I decided to eat around the office area, I sat with two women.
They were a mother and daughter.
The shop was full and i thought why not just bump into this table.
I started talking as usual, the talkative me!
I found them both friendly, I spoke mostly to the mother.
She was very friendly as well and gave me advices for the little one.
After eating we all were leaving the table and she offered to pay for my meal.
It was a shock that I hardly knew her and she was going to pay for my meal.
I refused but she insisted , I was thankful.
There are still kind people on these earth I guess.

If just we can explain why...

Stated all over articles that cancer of the liver is among one of the most serious ones.
When a person is diagnosed it's normally at a late stage of the cancer because
cancer of the liver is one kind of cancer that has no symptoms until it has become serious.
I have heard of bedah makrifat that is done on patients with the islamic holy Quran.
I am not sure how real or true this is but many people i read over the internet seen it and some experienced. My dad on the other hand had his friend who went for the treatment at Shah Alam
with a man that is not a doctor but treated his friend.
Dad's friend had a bad back pain was operated and after the seal it was just a line.
What a miracle. I don't know what is done is halal /haram. However it's said that bedah batin is not the right way whereas bedah makrifat is the islam way, but I am uncertain.
I know that things we don't expect happens.
I read too that if there is no cure, god wouldn't have created something without a cure.
It's sometimes to let us feel alert and challenge ourselves.
Another thing could be to make people bond with one another.
I'll just keep praying, talking in a state of my own mind is a prayer to me.
Ofcourse in my actual praying sessions I will too.
Whoever who reads this people do pray along with me for the good health of my uncle.

Living in Malacca a tourist town

Being a Malaysian and a student in the tourism field,
it seemed familiar the name Malacca,
but actually getting around takes sometime to get use to, I have yet to have found any
Chinese halal cuisine, which makes me misses Muhibbah Seafood , Sungai Penchala, Kuala Lumpur a lot.
There are a few good halal eateries in Malacca I found during lunch hour.
The ones I personally like are nasi berlauk which means white rice with many choices.
The shop named Selera Kampung in Plaza Mahkota it is on the first right as you go into the area just before Mahkota parade facing Dataran on your left.
The other place my colleague introduced to me was Tiga Lima which stands for 35 aparently they use to be a stall and now they have a shoplot and named it after the stall lot number. This to me was so-so, there weren't that many dishes.
Ole Rasa in Melaka raya has 30 over dishes and Ikan bakar, barbeque fish the malay style. These 3eateries are not very pricey however I wouldn't rate them as cheap either.
Maybe because it's in Malacca and quite accesible by the tourist.
Thinking about lunch again....where to eat next?
I do feel like a working tourist in this Malacca town.
About dinner, I eat simple so i'm not exactly sure where's good.
Oh speaking of dinner there's a place that sells Nasi Padang in Melaka raya, I forgot the name of the shop but it's on the same street as Maybank in Melakaraya, that is quite pricey but the food is also tasty. They are open both dinner as well as lunch.

Final internship

The time has came that I finished studying, however I still worry of the results. The next plan would be to get a job in August/September . I am not very sure which field I want to persue in, i guess whatever comes well... SO many ideas in my head but I need to get it going and the only way is to wait for time. As I am writing this blog, suddenly dejavu... I remembered my dream a couple of years back, working in this building with the same environment and same exit at the entrance of this building and I met someone a guy. Don't recall who but it was during ramadhan...damn that i don't recall. I got a strong feeling that it was yayang... weird huh, a couple of years ago..

Give us CYCLIST some space

Do YOU drive? a motorized vehicle? PLEASE be cautious because WE CYCLIST love cycling but wishes to get home safely to our love ones as well. What's the hurry when driving? Is it necessary to go so far and squeeze cyclist off the road? It's so sad that my friend is gone now, it's the second person I know that isn't around anymore due to the same reason hit by a car during cycling.
Dear drivers, if you are sleepy don't drive. If you want to get drunk , don't drive! Don't be selfish and think of the safety of others, do not do it if it is dangerous for yourself or anyone else on the road!

2 days ago I lost another friend.
Abg Rafizi Hamdan, I feel so sad when I see him number on my whatsapp list but can never get anymore reply from it.
He was a very cheerful motivated person.
I remember when he had his new born ,he expressed how happy he was and sometimes would wake up at night when his baby feeds the baby. I can tell he was a good father and husband and took leave to helpout at home and take care of his wife.
He dine's at my dad's Muhibbah Seafood occasionally and would send my random messages saying nyum , I am eating this and that...
I feel so sad that when I receive the msg from Arnaz I had no idea Fizi was him.
I pray that god will take good care of him and give his wife the courage to go on and bring up his children like how he would have.
Shocked yet nothing can be done.
Al-Fatiha to Rafizi again.

Chinese food in Lyon ,Paris

I let the pictures
meilleure cuisine chinoise / asiatique à Paris

Paris