Sometimes when you speak you hurt someone but depends on what you say.
The truth sometimes hurts but then again is there a right or wrong thing to say?
I wish there was a guideline. Often i say the wrong things? Stresses me out. Cannot like this like that.
Then what? Living with heaps of restrictions make it hard to live freely. It is said that in Malaysia we are a 2nd class country also because we cannot speak freely and media are not allowed to publish too exposed news but arent ppl suppose to know the truth??
Take a chill pill. Peace out gòod night. Love watching my lil fella at bedtime
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
Please help fund lil Ethan
Everyone out there who wants to help street children,
stop poverty and make changes in peoples lives.
Please help fund little Ethan as he and his mom is going on a mission trip
Do read more on this link http://www.gofundme.com/9jhozc
Both his parents have been doing mission trips and have helped many people out there.
Ethan can go on a mission trip also because he is home schooled.
Make a change today.
Help people in need by just contributing a small amount of fund.
Change life's take a step make your move.
stop poverty and make changes in peoples lives.
Please help fund little Ethan as he and his mom is going on a mission trip
Do read more on this link http://www.gofundme.com/9jhozc
Both his parents have been doing mission trips and have helped many people out there.
Ethan can go on a mission trip also because he is home schooled.
Make a change today.
Help people in need by just contributing a small amount of fund.
Change life's take a step make your move.
Sunday, May 25, 2014
New blender to have a Banana Smoothie & pumpkin soup
So finally got a blender..
I had faith in this brand Butterfly only because mum said they were a very famous brand back in those days
because of their stove.
It's a actually a Singaporean Pte Ltd company.
The blender works great
I had faith in this brand Butterfly only because mum said they were a very famous brand back in those days
because of their stove.
It's a actually a Singaporean Pte Ltd company.
The blender works great
Butterfly B591
It is the cheapest blender with a stainless steel metal piece to churn the blades. RM470 on lazada.
It blends ice and nuts perfectly.
I made pumpkin soup with a mixture of
half a large pumpkin
2 large carrots
a can of chick pea
about 4glasses of milk
some water
It's a vegetarian meal.
It was so creamy and delicious...I blended everything then boiled it .It was still lumpy hence reblend after boiling it became perfect. Flavour can be improved and in salt to your taste bud.
The other thing i made was banana smoothie
This never taste better than any other store outside.
I had 6bananas
3glasses of milk
3 oreo biscuits
and ice
wow it was like ice cream super yummy.
Whats best? It was like baby food. My 13month old loved it . He kept opening his mouth without me having to ask and he just stood on the spot. This boy of mine doesn't normally sit still during meal times.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Resuming work after being a mommy
Being a mom and now into the workforce isn't easy.
You have to learn to juggle between time and baby.
Baby needs to adapt too.
Thank god he's already 1year old now.
After his 1st birthday, I resume work 2weeks later.
This was quite a shock to #Babybenyamin in the beginning
but he go the hang of it I guess.
Work is interesting a lot to explore after being out of the workforce certainly has more to findout.
I hope that my milk production will be sufficient for my baby until he turns 2.
Thats almost a year from now.
I dont think it's impossible as he still drinks alot.
You have to learn to juggle between time and baby.
Baby needs to adapt too.
Thank god he's already 1year old now.
After his 1st birthday, I resume work 2weeks later.
This was quite a shock to #Babybenyamin in the beginning
but he go the hang of it I guess.
Work is interesting a lot to explore after being out of the workforce certainly has more to findout.
I hope that my milk production will be sufficient for my baby until he turns 2.
Thats almost a year from now.
I dont think it's impossible as he still drinks alot.
Thursday, August 22, 2013
Becoming a mother
Motherhood are some one special.
It is always said When you became a mother you will understand.
Now its true...it changes your life.
The hardship of era ini goes to the child's future.
I have always loved children and want to work with them.
Having my own from the day I conceived I couldn't wait to meet my lilone.
He is our joy and definitely some one i look forward to seeing each day.
I want to setup a playschool for toddlers and also some where babies can be placed not only to eat and sleep but also where They would be entertained.
Every child deserves be treated with excitement and joy.
With the help of an old time friend,this seems more possible.
She graduated from London in early childhood education and runs childcare plus kindergarten in Johor Bahru. 20 over tears of experience is great knowledge earn.
Hopefully this plan in Muar would be commencing soon.
I want to work on This Even more with the existence of my #lilbub
It is always said When you became a mother you will understand.
Now its true...it changes your life.
The hardship of era ini goes to the child's future.
I have always loved children and want to work with them.
Having my own from the day I conceived I couldn't wait to meet my lilone.
He is our joy and definitely some one i look forward to seeing each day.
I want to setup a playschool for toddlers and also some where babies can be placed not only to eat and sleep but also where They would be entertained.
Every child deserves be treated with excitement and joy.
With the help of an old time friend,this seems more possible.
She graduated from London in early childhood education and runs childcare plus kindergarten in Johor Bahru. 20 over tears of experience is great knowledge earn.
Hopefully this plan in Muar would be commencing soon.
I want to work on This Even more with the existence of my #lilbub
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
37 weeks with all the baggage
I would say my pregnancy is pretty smooth.
Although there was some complications in the first 3months,
But I m so stress being home.
To stay home n face my grandparents everyday,
1forgets and has weak legs,
The other is pure irritating and ignorant.
I want to have. Normal life where I can speak to my parents normally without their attention half way onto my grandfather.
Both of them are busy,so busy and still have to attend to all other things..
I may sound selfish but wasting and seeing our life pass by doing nothing?
So I guess doesn't mean that people who have everything are always contented or happy?
Expecting my child soon and I just feel so exhausted but if I do not help to lookout,
My parents will...I can't stay with my husband because he is always on the run,
Sad huh?
I guess I choose this way and life, but everytime we meet I feel really happy like nothing matters anymore and even my baby jumps n kicks with excitement.
So much in my head yet it's inappropriate to express everything here,
Shall keep it and find a way to let it go..
God please guide me to being a better granddaughter ,daughter and even a wife.
I don't know what to do, I do not want to let this feeling harm my lil one.
Although there was some complications in the first 3months,
But I m so stress being home.
To stay home n face my grandparents everyday,
1forgets and has weak legs,
The other is pure irritating and ignorant.
I want to have. Normal life where I can speak to my parents normally without their attention half way onto my grandfather.
Both of them are busy,so busy and still have to attend to all other things..
I may sound selfish but wasting and seeing our life pass by doing nothing?
So I guess doesn't mean that people who have everything are always contented or happy?
Expecting my child soon and I just feel so exhausted but if I do not help to lookout,
My parents will...I can't stay with my husband because he is always on the run,
Sad huh?
I guess I choose this way and life, but everytime we meet I feel really happy like nothing matters anymore and even my baby jumps n kicks with excitement.
So much in my head yet it's inappropriate to express everything here,
Shall keep it and find a way to let it go..
God please guide me to being a better granddaughter ,daughter and even a wife.
I don't know what to do, I do not want to let this feeling harm my lil one.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
What lies beneath
A life one goes through is unpredictable, there's no such things as a perfect person...
As nice a person can be there ought to be someone that person annoys.
People change for the better, I do not believe in an overnight change nor believe in changing due to what people say, unless of course it's relevant.
This past months wasn't easy for me especially,so much in my head.
Husband being far away, it's sad.
Thank god I have my family and to be living in a comfortable home.
However I don't think I live a normal life, grandparents lives with us.
It was full on attention once again since the maid left..
If I ignore then my own mother would have to take the burden full on..
But sometimes I just come to a stage,don't care,go to bed.
Why is it seem so hard? Grandpa with dementia, hopefully grandmother will be better n play along.
I know I will work hard to have my own place to live one day,
How I wish husband has more time for me..
I feel lonely at times and don't know who to talk to.
Parents are there but it's so different.
I hope to give my child the best...
And some peace hopefully,
Allah please be with me and guide me in everything I do.
I want to do it well for my husband,child and family.
As nice a person can be there ought to be someone that person annoys.
People change for the better, I do not believe in an overnight change nor believe in changing due to what people say, unless of course it's relevant.
This past months wasn't easy for me especially,so much in my head.
Husband being far away, it's sad.
Thank god I have my family and to be living in a comfortable home.
However I don't think I live a normal life, grandparents lives with us.
It was full on attention once again since the maid left..
If I ignore then my own mother would have to take the burden full on..
But sometimes I just come to a stage,don't care,go to bed.
Why is it seem so hard? Grandpa with dementia, hopefully grandmother will be better n play along.
I know I will work hard to have my own place to live one day,
How I wish husband has more time for me..
I feel lonely at times and don't know who to talk to.
Parents are there but it's so different.
I hope to give my child the best...
And some peace hopefully,
Allah please be with me and guide me in everything I do.
I want to do it well for my husband,child and family.
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